I am not entirely sure what to say… I’ve been having a tough time focusing at work over the past few days. Stemming mostly from me just being overwhelmed with training. I really want to get working on something with a task. But I don’t really know the products I am using… So I’m glad I get to make the mistakes now. I just don’t want to fall into a pattern where I become absurdly lazy. It’s where I think my body wants to be, but my mind hates it.

I’ve had trouble with motivation my entire life. Trying to motivate myself to do anything is a tough ask, I’ll tell you what. But I’ve tried to push past it. I’ve succeeded a bit. But it’s tough when it becomes that time of the year where I get laziest. I just need to refocus. Get myself back on the horse. Hopefully, I can do it!