“So what are you doing back here?”

“Hanging in the city, trying to remember what it was like living here.”

“And how is it now?”

“You know, it’s changed a lot.”

“How so?”

“There are more chain restaurants.”

“Unlike where you’re at now?”

“Yeah, I guess you’re right.”

“Gotta be more to it. It’s only been 2 years, you have to have more than that.”

“I can’t put my finger on the exact thing, I guess. It’s an essence. A Je ne sais quoi.”

“See that’s something you’ve never said before. You’ve changed. Not here.”

“How can you say that?”

“Nothing here has changed. Only you.”

“Yeah. I guess that’s right.”

“For the better though?”

“I don’t know actually.”

I’m still angry. Resentful. Filled to the brim with pissing rage. But I don’t know where to place the energy. I’m not competitive, I’m not really disciplined, nor am I really fiery. I am just angry. Perhaps it has to do with Aries Season. Who knows. I need to quell my anger. It’ll be essential to my growth.