Anyone remember ask.fm? I only ask because I genuinely feel like I formed my life long anxiety from that website. I used to have a fairly toxic “relationship” in middle school, and the girl I was in said “relationship” with had so many weird friends on there that would lowkey bully me if I ever hurt her feelings. Which, regrettably, I did every so often. I would respond cause, let’s face it, I am a a drama fan. But it made me realize that like people had opinions on me. Which was very frightening to lil 14 year old me. Now a days, I simply compartmentalize those feelings and let them out in a therapy-like session. Very healthy. Any way this entry comes too late. Today was my brother’s birthday. Cancer-mode activated. Bye.